Friday, January 19, 2007

To the horizon

I know it's been awhile. Two weeks ago, I was all prepared to regale you with tales about boring holiday break in the usual bitchy tone you've come to love. Then my computer froze up. So now I will attempt to recreate that account of my holiday break, even though it has long ceased being relevant.

My Christmas and New Year were nice enough. Smiles were smiled, hugs were given, and gifts were exchanged with family and friends. But ultimately things were kind of blah. No memorable moments, nothing to be reflected on years down the line, and no hilarious mishaps. Things were decidedly tame, which is nice in a way, but feels empty nonetheless. What is more interesting than what I did is what I didn't do, which I share below:

1. I didn't go anywhere interesting. It's about time I did. I haven't taken a trip a long, long time to any place to relax and unwind. Instead I've been bouncing around the same five or six places every week, running into same old people, doing the same old things. It's time for a change of scenery. This nerd likes his interior, climate-controlled environments, but even he grows weary of them sometimes. A trip to a major city with some good sightseeing would do the trick. Maybe DC for its many historical landmarks or Colonial Williamsburg for... well forget that one. Or I could just go down to Florida, hit the beach, and absorb all the eye candy.

2. I didn't make any New Year's resolutions. New Year's resolutions, while a good tool for self-reflection, ultimately fail when it comes to actual results. If you were really needed to change something in your life, why would you wait until some arbitrary date (on which you're likely to be drunkest you been all year) to get your ass in gear?

3. I didn't finish that term paper. As much as I want to be done with last semester, I can't finish this paper I received an extension on. The motivation just isn't there. Plus the thing is really, really long. It has to be fifteen pages, single-spaced, in 10 point font. What did I do in a previous life to deserve this? Even now, I just spent an hour and a half trying to find a digital copy of a reference that would help me out a lot. No luck. And the little hints of motivation just died.

4. I haven't finished Final Fantasy Tactics. I love this game's battle system, but I have no idea what the hell is going on. I played it a few hours last week and was lost. "Why'd they kill that guy? Who was that guy? Oh I remember him, but what does he have to do with this?" Even a FAQ about the story proves itself to be intimidating.

Well there you have it. I think the sparks of bitchiness have been preserved. The only other noteworthy thing to share is that I've played (and completed) Wario Ware: Smooth Moves for the Wii. I've always loved the Wario Ware games and their mostly-portable presence was regrettable IMO. However, after having played and beaten the newest edition in about six hours, the value of the experience doesn't seem to justify the $50 price tag, compared to the $35 for the handheld games.

Anyhoo, this is all I have right now. My left contact is about drive me up a wall, so I must go.
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Monday, January 01, 2007

2005 vs. 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! I hope you all had a good time last night. I'm doing something a little different with this survey. I'm taking one from a year ago and comparing it to my answers today. The old answer is plain text, the new answer is in italics. Enjoy!

1. What did you do in 2005/2006 that you'd never done before?
I went skydiving, among other things.
I went parasailing which really, really sucks compared to skydiving.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didn't make any for last year
But I intend to keep most of the ones I made this year.
I didn't make any for 2007, and I definitely didn't accomplish at least one of them for this year.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
no, thank God
actually I do have a new cousin and he was born in 2005


4. Did anyone close to you die?
no, thank God
still true :)

5. What countries did you visit?
Countries? I don't even think I left the STATE. (that's kinda depressing actually)
I remember hitting SC at some point.

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
that "special someone"
a master's degree
some real sense of accomplishment and direction
I could be little bit more humble too
Haven't met anyone special but there are prospects
Master's is coming May
I'll get back to yah on the accomplishment thing.

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
June 12th, I'm not saying why.
Memorial Day Monday and not for good reasons.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Either losing 25 pounds or finally facing my fears head-on
That's even more true for 2006 than 2005.

9. What was your biggest failure?
a general attitude of apathy and laziness
No real failures. Just kinda coasted along.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nope, yay for never going outside!
Yeah I still avoid the outdoors whenever possible.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
I guess some of my christmas presents or maybe that nice leather jacket
I know the BEST thing I bought. A Wii!

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
My sister for dumping her lame-ass boyfriend
Mine. I deserve applause. Applaud me!

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
I guess my dad.
That is definitely true for this year.

14. Where did most of your money go?
can't think of any single thing
A lot of it went to video games (surprise, surprise)

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
skydiving
meeting new people
losing weight
The Nintendo Wii, Final Fantasy XII, Zelda: TP, and Okami
That date I went on two weeks ago

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
Frou Frou - "Let Go"
"Hurt" by Johnny Cash

17. Compared to this time last year, you are:
completely different, although it's not immediately obvious
a lot more optimistic

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Expanding my horizons and doing something that had any value whatsoever.
Pot. Just kidding. I don't know.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Looking for a quick fix
Drinking
Eating food bad for my diet

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
I spent it with the family. Good times.
Same.

21. Did you fall in love in 2005?
no
Still a big fat no.

22. How many one-night stands?
none
Sorry, pal, I don't kiss (or other stuff) and tell.

23. What was your favorite TV program?
Family Guy, The Daily Show
Family Guy and Intervention

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
nah
Nope.

25. What was the best book you read?
Mere Christianity by C.S. Lewis
Didn't do much reading this year, but I did reread Mere Christianity.

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
hard to say, but I listened to a lot of good stuff
The Lion King on Broadway soundtrack maybe? LOL.

27. What did you want and get?
a little peace of mind
a lot more peace of mind.

28. What did you want and not get?
a significant other
still haven't gotten that

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
Serenity
Pirates 2

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I worked my last day at my internship, went to lunch to celebrate, and drove down to the beach to chill with Jason.
I don't remember but it was extremely underwhelming.

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Building a circle of good friends.
That significant other thing.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
Whatever, I didn't really care.
Still don't. But I do like to accentuate my assets.

33. What kept you sane?
Getting counseling.
Didn't need much help on that one.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
No one springs to mind at the moment
Hasn't changed.

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
The War in Iraq and Bush's scandals.
The future of Iraq.

36. Who did you miss?
Some friends I haven't seen in awhile. Zach mostly.
No one.

37. Who was the best new person you met?
No one in particular sticks out, but Michal is one cool girl. Guy and Brian were cool people too.
David is cool, but I don't him that well.

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
You're only young once. Don't waste it fretting over stuff you can't control and get out there and enjoy life.
Be honest about who you are. You'll go crazy trying to hide stuff from other people.

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
so let go, just get in
oh, it's so amazing here
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

And where the journey may lead me
Let your prayers be my guide
I cannot stay here, my family
But I'll remember my pride